Guru Neither Accepts Nor Rejects You

Understand: I have to do the job of neither rejecting you nor accepting you. A human being cannot do this job. He either falls in love or hates; that's all. Here, I have to completely keep you in my heart, and just cut and do the surgery, removing the cancer, removing the tumor.

I cannot reject your love and I cannot accept it. Hot love always turns into anger. Your love is too hot. The hot feeling of security always turns as a deep insecurity; means the hot fear – 'if I have all this, this, this only then it is security.' Security with legs always will become handicapped, love which is hot will always become hatred.

Love should have tremendous coolness like Ganga, flowing. In some puranas they say Ganga is one more wife of Shiva. No. Shiva made Sati into Ganga and keeping it.

Sati is too hot, Dakshayini is too hot. He makes her like Ganga. Then you can always be ardhangini, part of Shiva, whether you are in a male body or female body, understand once you are ashramite, nothing else lives in you except the relationship between me and you. When that is flowering you are flowering, when that is shrinking you are shrinking; that's it.