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atrinetraḥ Wivaḥ sダkṣダt dvibダhuWca sダkṣダt hariḥ sm条ataḥ | yo-catuvardano brahmダ Wrīguruḥ kathitaḥ priye || 92 ||

92. O Priye (Dear Pダrvatī)! Vrī Guru is directly Viva Himself without the visible three eyes. He is Hari (Viṣṇu) with two hands. He is again described as Brahma without the four faces.

(Having the three eyes, Guru is Vivaś with the two hands, He is really Hari, Viṣṇu with the four hands and having one face, He is the four-headed Brahma. Though we may not see these divine physiologies and cosmic symbols on the Guru's form with our limited vision, He is embodying Brahma, Viṣṇu, Siva. He really represents them all to his disciples.)

अK| JKf┺gलH、てu BKfVfगLgVてKq じ KBDkセW@u जるkg「テV|VfLJki゚Ifक् す しけす

ayam mayダnjalirbaddho dayダsダgarsidhaye | yadanug条ahato jantuWcitrasaṁsダramuktibhダk || 93 ||

93. I offer this worshipful prostrations with folded hands onto the ocean of mercy and compassion (Guru) to receive and realize His compassion, by whose infinite grace and protection, people are liberated from the manifold world (saṁsダra) and who gives the complete completion.

Making Immortal

I'll give you a simple technique, which I directly received from Arunagiri Yogishwara. You see, Arunagiri Yogishwara is literally like my uncle, a very friendly sweet uncle with whom you can tell everything. I'll tell all the gossip stories of Tiruvannamalai. It's not that I had only serious talks with Him about Enlightenment, Cosmos, Prapanca. No! Many time I'll go and tell, "I heard this person is having that person as a keep," "And this person ran away," or "That person died." All these village rumours, gossips I'll go and report to Him. Once I was reporting a death which happened in village, local village to Him, and said that "A lot of people have gathered. This elderly person has died." So, slowly the conversation turned towards death. And I asked Him exactly what is death, and what its impact is on life. Of course, He gave me many wonderful understandings, realizations, including the experience - He showed me how life moves and all that.

I asked Him, "How to conquer fear of death?" He stretched His hand and said, "Anything I ask, will you give?" I said, "How can you even ask this as a question? It is yours. Please tell me." He said, "Give me your life!" I said, "Whatever I know as life, I experience as life, I feel as lifeś it is yours," I put both of my hands and held His hand, and put my head on His hand. And He said, "Now, you are dead!" And actually I saw everything stop functioning. I don't know how long the time was. The next I heard is, "I am alive in you from now!" And then He said, "Now I have given this life to you. Everything you have now from this moment is a bonus."

I tell you from that time till now, whenever I feel any difficulty externally or internally, only one thing I'll remember, "I am already dead. Now whatever I am having is a bonus. Come on!" This one realization even now it stays in my guts. It just rejuvenates me every time I remember. Every time I faced the difficulties externally or internally, I remember holding His hand with my both hands and putting my head on His hand and declaring, "I am giving everything to you." And He declaring, "You are dead!" And then He saying, "From now, I am alive in you. So this life is My gift. Everything is My gift. You can't complain about anything anymore." In multiple dimensions, I started realizing it. I can't take life for granted anymore. I can't complain about anything about anybody, about anything anymore. I can have only one thing - gratitude. Nothing else. I can't complain. God! What a shift He gave me in life.

My whole cognition systemŚ I tell you, it is like I realized that third face of Sadashiva in me. I explained Shiva-tattva, Shakti-tattva. Now I am explaining Sadashiva-tattva. Listen. How to make Sadashiva as part of you? How to realize your Sadashiva-tattva? Listen. The moment I started thinking in this direction, "God! I can't complain about all the external attacks I am facing. I can't even have any internal reactions on my own. Because I am dead! I have already given me away to Paramashiva. So everything is just a bonus. I do not know whether it's a trick or a treat!I do not know whether this a trick of my Guru or treat from my Guru, or trick treat. I do not know, but it is too tasty, delicious!

Listen. Listen carefully. I am not speaking for millions of people. I am speaking to few of my beloved disciples, my kids, people who have deep yearning to relate with Me, like how I related with my Guru -Arunagiri Yogishwara. I am speaking for those of you. Now I am stretching my hand! Whoever is ready, dare to do what I did with my Guru. See, my Guru stretched His hand and asked me, "Ayy, are you ready to give anything I asked?" I simply said, "What is this question?! Anything you ask is yours. He said, "Give your life to me." Of course, I do not know how to give. So I just held His hand with both my hands and put my head on His hand and said, "Whatever I know as my life, everything, is yours. I am giving, please take it." I know one word He uttered, the last word I heard, "You are dead." Then there was a break. I do not know the time, how long there was a break. Then I heard His voice, "Now, I am giving my life to you." Means, I am manifesting in you. And He said, "From now, the life is given by me as a gift, bonus. You can't complain about anybody, anyone, anything anymore! You can't take life for granted. You can't be afraid. You can't have fear you may lose this, you may lose that. No! Because you've already lost everything! Now whatever you have is My gift.

I tell you, the kind of internal powerfulness manifested in me with this one incident! How my whole system got reorganized, how my whole system got powerful cognition - now I can clearly realize how my Guru made death as rejuvenation in me. Even now, in my very guts, that strength He infused is alive, living. Every time the external situations literally like mountain falls on me, I just know I am already dead long before. Now whatever I have is given by Him. So I can neither have fear of death, nor complain. Whatever is there is a bonus. I have nothing to lose, nothing worse can happen, because I am already dead long before. This one realization just wakes me up. I know now death has become rejuvenation. The Samhara has become part of me. It is no more away from me. It is part of me.

And I still remember, it was on one Amavasya day after this incident happened, Arunagiri Yogishwara told me, "Come on, let's go to the temple tank." In the temple tank, the Brahmins and Shivacharyas do shraddha for their ancestors. And if the people, village people come, they do rituals for them. Very rarely, only on important days the rituals were allowed to be performed on the temple tank. So that day, that performance was going on. I still remember He took me there, made me sit, and made me perform shraddha to myself. And then He also gave shraddha to me, symbolically declaring I am dead, and only He is alive in me. Listen. Whether it is a trick or a treat, or trick treat - it is delicious to live in the body where He is manifesti ng. It is so delicious to experience life where He is manifesting.

Listen, the most beautiful thing in Guru-Shishya Parampara is, Guru never gives commandments. He just awakens your consciousness. You go on singing His glory, because of the way He awakened your consciousness. Hinduism is not built on commandments. It is built on consciousness. I cannot just narrate this experience as my own, claim any supremacy by removing my Guru, because the whole thing is so juicy only because of my Guru. Book-based traditions end up in commandments and dull, diluted, sometimes even deluded. Guru-Shishya Parampara-based traditions are the most juicy, delicious! Blessed are those who like Guru. Listen, I am not even using the word 'who love' I am using the more raw word 'who like Guru.' Blessed are those who enjoy their Gurus. The Guru-Shishya Parampara is the most delicious living component of Hinduism.

If He had not stretched His hand, and if I did not have that kind of love, feeling connection, I would have never experienced this deliciousness of death becoming rejuvenation. Understand, I did not have a big introduction about Sadashivatva, and death will become rejuvenation in you if you promise to give your life to me, etc. I just had a simple attachment. Simple attachment and simple obedience. Only after I started manifesting whatever He gave me, I realized, 'O God! Now death is no more death, it is exuberating rejuvenation.' Everything in my body became alive.

I am going to stretch my hand to all of you today. It's my promise. Because, I am responsible to do whatever my Gurus have done to me, to do the same thing to you all, my disciples. Whatever my Gurus have done to me, I have to do it to all of you who want to be my disciples. See, you have a freedom to be my disciple or not to be my disciple, that is up to you. But, the moment you decide to be my disciple, I have the great responsibility of whatever given to me by my Gurus, I have to transmit it to you all. I can't be impotent Guru. How my Guru has reproduced Himself on me in My consciousness, I have to reproduce Me in your consciousness. That is the way the Guru-Shishya Parampara is kept alive, the Guruvazhi Parampara is kept alive. You have a freedom to be disciple or not. But if you decide to be my disciple, I have the

responsibility of reproducing everything my Gurus have done to me to you. It's my responsibility. I am going to stretch my hand to all of you today.

Let me explain the next principle. Realizing you form your delusionŚ the moment you realize you form, you are the source of your delusions - you are liberated from delusions. Listen. I'll give you a very simple technique. Every night when you fall asleep, keep a wet towel or ice cube, that … bag filled with ice cubes on your stomach. If you lie down like that with that wet towel or the ice cubes on your stomach, you can beautifully see how you slip into the dream state and deep sleep. You will gain huge confidence to see the alternative states of your existence. See, if you have a restful awareness to see your dream, your deep sleep during the transition period - you will have guts to see all delusions you manifested.

By uttering repeatedly you have anger towards somebody, you build anger. By declaring somebody as an enemy to you, you made them enemy. By declaring you love somebody, you started loving them. By declaring something is good, you really made it as good for you. By declaring something is bad, you really made that as bad for you. By your choice, your declarations, your decisions, you build something is good-bad, right-wrong around you. And, when you declared something is bad, after that you realized it is not bad, it is good but still you are stuck because of your earlier declaration - that is called delusion. Listen to thisŚ this is directly from my Guru Aurnagiri Yogishwara.

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Wriguroḥ paramaṁ rupダṁ viveka-cakṣurgrataḥ | mandabhダgyダ na paWyanti andhダḥ s┣ryodayaṁ yathダ || 94 ||

94. The ultimate living deity, the greatest embodied form of the Vrī Guru unfolds to the one with the pure eyes of wisdom that discriminates (the truth from untruth). Those with poor luck and dull intellect do not see the Guru's pure true form, just as the blind cannot see the rising Sun.

कk लfDf| कk लकu;jDf| @fLक☆テ @】?f@् じ अ@☆| VB्गkカ ┩fくf gテकfलJgIRfBKq@् す しこす

kulダnダṁ kulakotīnaṁ tダrakastra tatkWaṇダt | atastaṁ sadguru jñダtvダ trikダlambhivダdyet || 95 ||

95. Sadguru is the instantaneous savior, the ultimate rescuing weapon that protects and throws out all sufferings, incompletions and root delusions – the tārakastra of one's family-lineage (kula) for not only one but of crores of family generations. Clearly knowing this truth, one should prostrate to the Sadguru at all the three times during the day, everyday.

Trikダlam , the three times daily worship refers to the three main Sandhyas, twilight i.e. morning, noon and evening. The worship of Guru is prescribed for disciple, three times daily. To the disciple, Guru is the direct personification of all deities – sarvadevadevī svarūpa and all worship rituals and oblations are directed and offered to the Guru alone.)