Grinding from both sides
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If you are living with me, I will break the whole shell and put you in sahaja samadhi because I am a macrocosmic bio-memory. I will grind you from both sides. See my form, the microcosmic bio-memory of me, is only grinding the fruit side; the white side. My macrocosmic bio-memory, Me who is present everywhere, that will be grinding you from the shell side. Both will be grinding.
This macrocosmic bio-memory obeys prayer. If you feel the grinding is too much, pray immediately. Macrocosmic bio-memory will stop it. Or if you say, "No, I want this to go on, let it be done, let me be done with it!", then it will go on.
Please understand, this microcosmic bio-memory which is responding to you is only cleaning the fruit side; the white side. It will be drilling, drying the fruit thickness which is only the dedication. When all the dedication is exhausted; when that engram crushing is happening, that's where the sound will come. The sound is coming means that engram crushing is happening; engram crushing is happening.
See when that sound comes, this microcosmic bio-memory will not move further. It cannot move further. The macrocosmic bio-memory only will be pushing further – means, only your hand will be pushing! Understand this coconut drilling, and you will understand exactly. This macrocosmic bio-memory will only be pushing – means, the Cosmic Nithyananda only will be pushing. If you pray, it will stop, it will stop, and it will relax. It will give you the relaxation.
Another thing: the macrocosmic Nithyananda pushing will not even be known to the microcosmic Nithyananda. I do not know. But I know the pushing is happening, that’s all. I do not know how it is happening.
Understand: if something like that happens, be very clear that the Cosmic Nithyananda is concerned about you. The macrocosmic bio-memory is concerned about you, otherwise it does not need to send information to microcosmic bio-memory and make it express that to you. If you are sitting hiding from me, and I send somebody and call you, be very clear the macrocosmic bio-memory is calling you, because with so many things, where does the microcosmic memory have time? Where is the place or time for all these things?
And sometimes - not sometimes, many times! - I do the actions which I do not logically think. But you exactly know why it happened. Many times I do not know the reason for what I do, but you know the reason. The problem is, you think I know the reason! That is where the problem happens. When you think I know the reason, you start abusing me, thinking that I am drilling you. No! Microcosmic bio-memory is innocent. Leave me. It is the macrocosmic bio-memory playing this game.
But one great thing about the macrocosmic bio-memory is that it listens to your prayer immediately. If you say, “No, it is too much! Please wait!”
It will just wait. But delay is a waste of time, but it will wait... it will wait for as long as you want. If you say, “No, go ahead”, it will open up.
When the microcosmic bio-memory exhausts, the layer which needs to be opened is that second layer DNA, what I call as jeevatman portion of DNA; the self DNA. I call that as the jeevatman, because it is still connected to microcosmic bio-memory. When that microcosmic bio-memory is completely exhausted, then this unknown DNA, what they call junk DNA, shadow DNA, opens up.
That part can be called as the parabrahman or God; the macrocosmic bio-memory or paramatma. You don't need to call that as jeevatma.
As of now, the microcosmic bio-memory in you is known DNA. the macrocosmic bio-memory in you is jeevatman. In me, the microcosmic bio-memory is jeevatman and macrocosmic bio-memory is paramatman. There is no known DNA in me. That is why I defy all the known DNA rules and philosophies.
