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Kundalini Awakening Is Your Decision!

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Tuesday, 16th April, 2013

I will expand on how these four tattvas can be lived continuously, how the kundalini awakening in these four principles can be strengthened.

Please listen! Your kundalini shakti is not disconnected from your thoughts and actions. Just one thought can trigger your kundalini and awaken it, or make it shrink and coil back! Just one lust thought and your body is already ready! Understand, just one lust thought and your body is already ready!

Your thoughts, your actions, your brain and your words - all these are directly connected to the bio-energy. Your bio-energy is directly connected to it. So the moment I utter the word 'kundalini ,' don't think that it is there somewhere, somebody at some point through some method and some technique on some day may be awaken it. BUT, it may not be awakened now. Now - it has nothing to do with my day-to-day life.' NO!

You are seeing me, because of your kundalini energy. You perceive the breeze on your skin, through your skin, because of kundalini energy. You are listening to this sound because of kundalini energy. You are processing this sound because of kundalini energy!

Listen! So, when you alter the way you think, respond or speak now, your kundalini can be awakened!

Your kundalini energy can be altered. You can awaken your kundalini energy before the end of this satsang. You can experience kundalini awakening, before the end of this satsang!

Listen! Even if you sit and listen intensely, your kundalini can be awakened now! Even now, if you sit and listen sincerely and intensely, your kundalini can be awakened now! Every thought you create, maintain and cognize has a direct effect on your bio-energy. If you cognize and encourage a natural lustful thought, it will have its own effect immediately on the body and the mind. If you cognize and react to a spiritual thought, it will immediately have its own effect on the body and the mind. If you cognize and react to the thought of integrity and authenticity, your bio-energy and your kundalini energy will have an immediate effect on it. It will have an impact on it. Please listen!!

Your kundalini
shakti is not
disconnected from
your thoughts and
actions. Just one
thought can trig-
ger your kundalini
and awaken it, or
make it shrink
and coil back!

For example, the constant tiredness and fatigue you carry! Please understand; when you start practicing authenticity, the first wall you face will be tiredness and laziness. You can either make this wall a stopping-stone or a stepping-stone. Tiredness, laziness and boredom - these will the first few enemies for your authenticity. When you try to expand your experience about you and others' experience about you, these three - tiredness, boredom and fatigue will be the first things to stop you!

Listen! I will give you one example. In the office, you can leave your office by 5 o'clock in the evening, if you are not authentic. But if you want to practice authenticity, you may have to do a little more work to make everything authentic. It may take one more hour to complete your work. When you decide to be authentic, what is the first thing that is going to stop you? Boredom! You will think, 'I can't sit in office after 5 o'clock! It is too much! I am too tired! I am bored of these same sick fellows! I am bored, tired! I feel lazy!'

Listen! If you decide even once - 'No! I am going to be authentic! I will break this laziness - tiredness - boredom pattern,' then your kundalini opens up. For even one decision that you make in the line of authenticity, your kundalini opens up, your kundalini is awakened!

The moment I utter the word 'kundalini', all of you think, 'We have to do something very secretly, sitting inside some dark cave, and use some mantra or meditation, some practice and you have to go to a remote place in the Himalayas to some Guru, and you learn some mantra which he will whisper in your ears, which you may understand only half of it and may not understand the other half, and you may have to collect different skulls and herbs, and sit on that and start chanting during amavasya (new moon day) midnight and only then will your kundalini be awakened!!

No! No! Your kundalini can be awakened through your office, through your office work!

For every single decision that you make based on authenticity, your kundalini IS awakened! For every single decision you take based on authenticity, to break your laziness, tiredness and boredom, your kundalini is awakened! See! The moment you decide to break the pattern and make the decision to do so, see in your muscle-memory and bio-memory, so much of energy will be flooded into it! You will feel a certain joy. You will feel, ‘Yes, I am going to do it!’

That joy is ‘ananda’ of sat-chit-ananda! That energy is ‘chit’ of sat-chit-ananda! That courage is ‘sat’ of sat-chit-ananda! Understand, sat-chit-ananda is not something you will experience somewhere, when you are almost about to die, or after death! No! sat-chit-ananda can be experienced in your every-day decisions! To make sat-chit-ananda as ‘nithya- ananda’ – eternal bliss, Nithyananda has happened!!

Listen! This is the basic truth that you need to understand. Unless you start awakening your kundalini NOW, everyday, in your day-to-day life, the possibility does not exist! The possibility does not exist! Either it is NOW or NEVER! Because when you start believing that it will happen after some time, and after some time, and after some time, that belief itself becomes like lacquer coating

Unless you start
awakening your
kundalini NOW,
everyday, in your
day-to-day life, the
possibility does not
exist! Either it is
Now or Never!

on you. You will never be able to touch the ‘present’ time, experience the moment ‘now’ or experience the zone ‘now’!

Please listen! For a person who is thinking about the future, his eyes will not be seeing the present, even if his eyes are open! There will not be a connection between him and his eyes. How many of you cognize what I am saying? In the same way, in exactly the same way, if you start believing that kundalini awakening can happen only after some time, that belief itself will become an obstruction between you and the kundalini awakening! That is one of the worst dangers! You need to break that negative belief, with integrity, with the right commitments.

If you have committed with you, again and again - ‘kundalini will not awaken for me! It may happen only after twenty or thirty years of practice! It is not for me! Maybe it is for all sannyasis, seekers and evolved souls, but not for me! It will take years to do this - this - this

  • this...’ If you have all these beliefs, that itself becomes a negative commitment that you have given yourself. And because of this very negative commitment, it really does not happen in you!

When I was young, I used to have this strong feeling that these miracles and powers will come to me only if I meditate, without moving from a place, for twelve long years! No, I had this strong belief! I believed this, ‘I have to sit for twelve years without moving! And my hair has to grow and enter the ground like a banyan tree root! Even then, I can’t get up even if when I want to get up, because my hair has entered the ground like a root! Only then will I have siddhis (miracle powers)!’

This commitment had become a negative commitment to me! I delayed achieving the ashtamahasiddhis. It was already there, right from my birth. But I delayed expressing the ashtamahasiddhis because of my own negative commitments.

You also see this in your life. You may be giving a lot of negative commitments to you. To be a leader, a siddha, a mahapurusha, a jnani, you may be giving a lot of negative commitments to you! You might have given a lot of negative commitments to you. ‘How can I have vak-siddhi? Swamiji can have it, but how can I have it? I will have it, but may be after twenty years, or when I am old, or maybe in the next janma (lifetime)!’

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Every action of
yours can awaken
your kundalini.
Even now, your
decision to sit
straight and listen
with authentic-
ity can awaken
your kundalini!

Even these thoughts become negative commitments to you! How many of you are getting it? How many of you feel, ‘Oh, God! I have so many negative commitments given to me!’ Raise your hand!

(People raise their hands.)

Sit and complete with all of that. You have to restore your integrity and complete with all these negative commitments. Only then will kundalini awakening start happening now. And it is possible, NOW! You have to awaken, NOW! You CAN awaken NOW!

Every action of yours can awaken your kundalini. Every action of yours can become a part of kundalini. Please listen! Understand completely! Even now, your decision to sit straight and listen with authenticity can awaken your kundalini ! Or your decision to just fall asleep can shrink your kundalini!

Listen! Listen! Every time you bring an authentic decision, your kundalini IS awakened. Every time your kundalini is awakened, you are raising yourself to the next level of authenticity. You can see this in your everyday life. You can see this every day in your office, in your relationships. If your spouse is shouting at you, if your wife or husband is screaming, shouting at you, screaming at you, you decide - ‘I will raise my authenticity level! Now I will not shout back or react! I will respond with integrity and responsibility!’ Even this one decision awakens your kundalini! It awakens your kundalini!

Every single moment, the awareness you bring to you either awakens your kundalini or puts your kundalini to sleep. When you wake up early in the morning, the awareness you have either awakens your kundalini or puts it to sleep! When you listen, the awareness you bring to your ears can awaken your kundalini or put your kundalini to sleep. When you read, the awareness you bring to your reading - your eyes - it can either awaken your kundalini or put it to sleep. When you think, the integrity you bring to your thinking can awaken your kundalini or put your kundalini to sleep!

It is unfortunate that sometimes, you give up on you. You say, ‘No! I cannot raise myself to the next level!’ When you give up on you, you are dead! Dead! Giving up on you is the worst thing that can happen to you, especially due to the laziness pattern! When you decide to give up on you, you are ‘patita’, the fallen one, the dead one. If you live these principles, even if you leave the body, you continue to radiate and inspire millions. You continue to exist! If not, even while you are alive, you are dead!

Listen! Whether you practice authenticity or integrity, the moment you start practicing, the moment you start practicing itself your kundalini is awakened! Your kundalini is awakened! Listen! The moment you start practicing, your kundalini is awakened! It is so unfortunate, it is so unfortunate that you have the wrong beliefs about kundalini awakening. You should complete with all of that. Start awakening your kundalini NOW!

Whenever you allow your inauthenticity, you shrink the kundalini. Every time you become authentic, your kundalini gets awakened. Every time you become authentic, your kundalini gets awakened!

Thousands of people come and ask me, ‘Swamiji, I was suffering for years with this disease, that pain. But the moment you put your hand on my head, it disappeared! How is that so? How can it be?’ Just a few days ago, one of my ashramite was suffering with whole body pain. All I did was just send this kerchief (to bless). In ten minutes, he became alright! People ask me, ‘How, how it is possible?’

Listen! When you practice integrity and authenticity, your kundalini energy is so alive and awakened, that it radiates and fills anything you touch!

Every single
moment, the
awareness you
bring to you either
awakens your
kundalini or
puts your kun-
dalini to sleep!

You should know that your life is your life. You are the owner, you are responsible! You are the experience! You are everything! You are the organizer, you are the conductor, you are the owner; you are everything for your life! Take the responsibility for your life and bring authenticity to your life. That is the essence of my satsang today!

I bless you all, to achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share, explode and enrich with enlightenment! Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share, explode and enrich with eternal bliss – ‘Nithyananda’! Thank you!

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