JOURNEY INTO EXPANSION –🔗

TATTVAS BECAME SATYA!

Nithyanandam. I am Sadhna Karigar, born and brought up in Ujjain, Madhya Pradesh. I am a Dep-uty Director in the Royal College of Business and Technology in Surrey, BC Canada.

I have prior experience as an Operation Supervi-sor in CLS, Richmond and as a secondary school teacher in Mumbai, India. I graduated with M.A. in English Literature and currently reside in Canada. On new year’s eve, my mind was engaged in self analysis at the end of the year so some good, worthy ‘New Year Resolutions’, can be taken.

After so much ‘brain storming’ , mind decided to take ‘Integrity’ as the new year resolution oath. No matter what, hereafter I am going to live my life with integrity, a pledge written on the stone!!! At that moment , the meaning of integrity was - be-ing one with thoughts, words and deeds. Logically , it seems little difficult and non practical too, to remain in integrity. But somehow, I felt that to get result, one must practice.

Truly speaking I was not very much integrated when I made this resolution. But from then onwards, the amazing journey started!

One day, I sent a letter to Swamiji, ‘Swamiji, I have watched all your Youtube vid-eos’

Swamiji replied, ‘Now its time for experience...come to Inner Awakening’ First thought - ‘Yes! I want to go for IA’.

Immediately the second thought came, ‘Are you crazy ? You have no job, your cred-it cards are all full, the college is not even managing its expenses, and you are think-ing for IA?? Come On!’

But wait, I am in integrity, how can I allow two contradictory thoughts in my sys-tem, one has to leave, and I choose the thought of attending IA and celebrating my birthday with Swamiji. I filled the intention form, and forgot.

My practice of Integrity continued. Usually every year, all resolutions drop their spirit in 2-3 months , but to my amazement, this integrity became a continuous au-tonomous source of excitement, every thought I have to watch, every word I have to analyze if I am going to fulfill or not.

Sometimes it was interesting but when it comes to my hidden layers of emotions, it was not so easy. I was not a kind of person who share her emotions easily. I was also very fearful to express myself as I was, so much hesitation and so much fear to express emotions, feelings as it is. But this integrity thing gave me so much courage to express myself. All my fears, and fantasies started melting away....

It was such a sweet surprise when one morning, all of the sudden, my husband who was against me asked me to go to IA. Not only that, he also wanted to join me

Now our relationship took a quantum leap, he started listening to morning satsang with me, our time together became time for our completion, contemplation and ex-pansion. To see him and our relationship changing was a great surprise for me, as I had given up on our relationship quite a long ago. A new chapter of my life began.

Journey after IA became more intense and more interesting. I could see very clearly that my words were penetrating others. They were very integrated by now. To my amazement, words started manifesting as they were spoken. To one lady who came for healing, I said you will get a son, who will be Swamiji’s bhakta, and to my amazement a baby boy was born to her.

‘Don’t worry, you will get a job..’, and the one who was struggling for a job for last many years got 2 government job offers! I must say Swamiji’s energy was work-ing and the words uttered with integrity were manifesting themselves, I was just AMAZED!!!

All my life I struggled to wake up early but now I became an example for others. Getting up at 4:00 AM and doing morning Yoga, whole day LBP classes, then heal-ing till mid night.... I don’t know where the energy was flowing from to a body which was diagnose with such a severe anemia(7-9% hemoglobin).....

Living in Integrity opened up my doors to the other tattvas. Before practicing integ-rity, there was a wide gap between what I perceived as myself and what I projected as me . Slowly, the bridge completely disappeared. It took a while but others also stated seeing me with different perspective.

The King Lion, Swamiji has awaken the sheep-lion......the sheep lion has tasted the blood now, its ROARING!!! With full integrity and authenticity it is declaring, “ I am the creator, Sustainer and Rejuvenater of my own world.....I am Brahman, Vishnu and Shiva.......”