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CHANGE YOUR FUTURE!

TUESDAY, 19TH FEBRUARY 2013

Today we will start the satsang with the subject of integrity.

Listen! By nature, God built you with integrity. Your inbuilt innate nature is integrity. That is why you feel so fulfilled, whenever you are in integrity. When there is a knot in the thought, you are ready for a failure. The first quality of non-integrity is that you will feel that everything is impossible. Everyone should know that if ‘I’ am possible, if ‘I’ can exist, then nothing is impossible! Impossible itself is ‘I-am-possible!’

Lack of integrity is the first thing, followed by the diagnosis for lack of integrity. Just as there is a diagnosis for each disease, there is a diagnosis for lack of integrity. For example, if you feel giddy, it could be low BP. If you have continuous knee pain, it could be arthritis, etc. When you feel that things are continuously ‘impossible’ in your life, you are suffering from a disease called ‘lack of integrity’. You need to sit and complete with you.

Please listen! A situation failing, you failing and your idea of you failing - all these three are nothing but perverted integrity! Not only is there lack of integrity, but you are also integrated to your perversion. Listen! What matters, what happens in the flesh and blood? Your consciousness growing is the greatest miracle. When ‘I’ is possible, how then can anything be impossible?

I know that you are not convinced, now because you don’t know the science. I know the science and that is why I am telling you. Your body is after all just flesh and blood. Your brain is nothing special. Many don’t even have a brain! Even if they have it, is just some fat and muscle put in a confused way! But, consciousness is still being experienced! I tell you, this is the highest miracle! When that miracle is possible, how can anything be impossible?

The ideas you carry about your old failures - every idea you carry about your past - is wrong! Before changing your future, change your past. Unless you change your past, you cannot change your future. You will immediately think, ‘How can I change my past? It has already happened.’ No! The idea you carry about your past is completely wrong. You are not carrying it as it happened. You are carrying it as the edited and created version, with all the sound effects, volume effects and music effects,

Your conscious-
ness growing is the
greatest miracle.
When ‘I’
is possible, how
then can anything
be impossible.

etc! Please listen! I tell you with all my experience.

Yesterday, I changed one important statement. People usually tell you, ‘However much you listen, unless you can practice, you will not achieve it.’ I told you, ‘However much you try to practice, unless you listen, you will not achieve it!’

Now I am telling you another important statement. People usually say, ‘Don’t bother about the past, change the future!’ I tell you - Don’t bother about the future; change your past. Because your future lies in your past! Change your past. The hangover you carry about the past is the disease you carry! Unless you complete with your past, you cannot transform!

I tell you, the load of your past perverted integrity is a prison. Making whatever you think as impossible into possibility, is integrity. The idea ‘impossible’ itself is nothing but lack of integrity. Why will anything not be possible? Not only when you say something, but even in your very life, you cannot have this in your constitution! Please understand

  • the conscious constitution! The word ‘impossible’ cannot even exist in your conscious constitution, should not even exist in your conscious constitution.

There is nothing called ‘impossible’. It is simply the weight of the past and this past logic, which is very strong.

I give you one important key. Success happens when you don’t bother about your successors!

If you think that success happens when you stand as an individual, then you should stand as an organization! Others’ failure should not make you declare that you too are going to be a failure. There are millions of people who committed suicide. Why do we not try that? See, as per past records, human beings die. Then why don't we also die?

All others have their own reasons on why they tried and failed. But it basically boils down to you not having any confidence in yourself, and the people who live around you not having confidence in you. And because of this, you also do not have confidence in them. It is mutual lack of confidence and integrity!

Don't bother
about the future;
change your
past. Because
your future lies
in your past!

I tell you, nothing is impossible. Nothing is impossible. Only 'nothing' is impossible! Everything is possible! You just need to carry the past without the load. You will create the inner space of possibility. I am not teaching you about positive thinking. Positive thinking is the negative thinking that can happen to you! Until you stop doing your 'positive thinking' joke, your inner laughter will not stop! So all your positive thinking is only like a comedy.

When a lion goes into a forest, it does not declare that it is the king. Everybody simply knows that it is the king. In the same way, when you are integrated, everybody just knows your positivity. The lion does not have to declare his sovereignty. It just makes everybody realize its sovereignty. In the same way, integrity does not declare its positivity. It just makes everyone experience its positivity!

Not having the load of the past negativity, is integrity. Positivity means absence of the load of the past negativity. Then you just float in positivity! You just float in completion!

I tell you, I only need one person in every city who is a devotee, one person who lives these chatur-vedas, these four tattvas, who breathes this in and out! One person is enough, he will create an energy around him. Like the iron dust that gets settled with the magnet, all others will come and settle. In any city! Even if one person with integrity and authenticity sits in a forest, the forest becomes a city!

Look around! Do not think that because I am an incarnation, I did it. I have not used a single one of my extraordinary powers to create this organization! I have played completely inside the frame of human possibility. It means that anything which is possible for me, is also possible for you! I have not waved any magic wand. It is not that I just moved my magic wand, and this whole thing stood up! No! I played the whole game inside the human possibility. And I tell you, any one of you will be able to play this game.

Just take up to living the tattvas. If you get just a little taste of these tattvas, when you live the tattvas and see miracles, you will start thinking, 'Wow, I tried integrity today. It clicked and it worked! Today I tried authenticity. It clicked and it worked. When I am inauthentic, it is failing!' Just this understanding, and thinking with these sacred secrets or truths, is sufficient.

Do completion continuously, and unload the effects of the past from your inner space. I tell you, continuously listen to your inner being, and do completion continuously, again and again. Feeling powerful inside will make everything successful for you! Everything will be successful for you! But if you are feeling powerless inside, nothing will be successful! If success happens when you are feeling powerless, it is an accident, not success. It is an accidental success! When you are feeling powerful inside, no failure enters your breathing space!

There is no such thing as practicality. Practicality is the most impractical thing on planet earth! Whenever you want to say that something is impossible, you say, ‘Practically, if you see...!’ I tell you, there is no such thing as practicality. In the name of practicality, you make yourself impractical and impossible.

The most practical thing for you is to dig a pit, get into it and bury yourself - that is the most practical thing!

The idea of practicality is suicidal, because it comes from the past. Don’t live for even one more day, if you have not made something impractical as practical today! See, there are one thousand eyes, two eyes on your body and nine hundred and ninety eight eyes on others’ bodies around you. Whatever looks impractical to those one thousand eyes, whatever you and the others understand as impractical, make it practical every day! If not,

Not having the
load of the past
negativity, is
integrity. Then
you just float in
positivity! you just
float in completion!

don't live, it is better to pack up!

This happens only when you don't carry the load of the past. That is, when you are in completion! So continuously complete, complete and complete. When you start the something out of this completion, out of your authenticity, you will naturally attract authentic people. Any human being has both authenticity and inauthenticity. If you behave authentically, you will get an authentic response from the same person. Complete both with your distant past (which is your root patterns from childhood) and with your recent past (which are your non-integrated moments in your day-to-day living of the past few hours). Both contribute to incompletion in your life.

I have the resource, because I am the real source! When you understand that you are the real source, that is the only resource you need! I tell you, when anybody becomes authentic, their department never lacks volunteers. There is always staff or volunteers for that department. Only when you lack integrity and authenticity, people do not feel enriched by you. Then why will they come to serve? In every city, I only need one person who is authentic and integrated!

Success or failure is first decided by you, inside you, and then expressed by you, outside you. You make the balloon and you blow the balloon. So after the balloon is made, don't blame the shape! You blew it and you made the shape. You cannot say, I expected a heart shape, but it came out like my tummy! Many times, you want to make things to look like anahata (heart) but they look like manipuraka (stomach). Then you say, 'No, no! I made this balloon to look like anahata, but it looks like manipuraka, like my tummy!'

Every successful man will be integrated and authentic, at least in the dimension in which he is successful. If he is successful in business, he has to have integrity and authenticity in that. If he is successful in relationships, he has to have integrity and authenticity in that. Make it very clear that you are the source.

Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share, explode and enrich with eternal bliss - ‘Nithyananda’! Thank you!

Success or failure
is first decided
by you, inside
you, and then
expressed by you,
outside you!

The whole time is your time. That is the first right cognition you need to have. Whatever has passed is not your time. It has no power over you; it has no influence over you. Only the future is your time!