Don't destroy your possibilities
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17 July, 2013
Understand: self-doubt destroys every possibility in you. Self-doubt removes all the higher visualizations. All possible higher visualizations are corrupted by self-doubts. All possible higher visualizations are snubbed in the very level of bud itself, by self-doubt.
Self-doubt is a goat which destroys forests! In all the forest areas you will see big boards, "Goats kill forests". You may think, "How can goats kill forests"? Because they go and swallow all the trees when they are just sprouting, when they are coming out, when they are starting! So, forests can never happen where goats are. Goats and forests can't live together. Same way, self-doubt and creation can't live together.
Complete with the self-doubt. Complete with that pattern of self-doubting - constantly doubting yourself. Self-doubting is a crime, because it is equivalent to 'atma-hatya'; it is equivalent to suicide. Self-doubting makes you doubt everything. Actually, the self-doubting pattern is the root cause of atheism.
A person who does not doubt the self, he will doubt the right things which need to be doubted, not the wrong things. A person who carries self-doubt will doubt all the wrong things; and will not doubt the things which he need to doubt, and he will miss.
I have a story:
Children were lined up for lunch in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun had posted a note on the apple tray: "Take only one, God is watching!" Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table, was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. One child had written a note: "Take all you want, because God is watching the apples!"
Carrying self-doubt, you will doubt whatever should not be doubted, and you will not doubt what should be doubted. Even doubt can really even help you only if it comes out of the completion with self-doubt. If you don't have self-doubt, even your doubt can create inventions! If you are filled with self-doubt, your doubts will only create destruction, never creation.
Constantly doubting whether you can make it or not, whether you can make it or not, whether you can make it or not, does not allow your Kundalini to be awakened, does not allow your DNA layers to be awakened, does not allow your mitochondria cell energy to be awakened. Completion with the self-doubting pattern means awakening the Kundalini, awakening your mitochondria cell energy, awakening your DNA layers.