You are made of memories🔗

March 20, 2011

You have layers and layers of muscle-memory. Understand this one truth. You are made out of layers and layers of engrams. It is as if twenty-five saris (lengths of cloth) are put on top of one another and pressed tightly. You are made of that material. Each sari layer is one layer of your engrams. For example, at the age of three, all your desires, fear, greed, anger, pain, pleasure, and everything is dependent on your mother's physical nearness. If it is there, it is joy for you. If it is not there for you, it is pain. If there is an insecurity that it may not be there, it is fear for you. At the age of seven, all your fear, greed, anger, and pleasure revolves around toys. At age ten, your fear, greed, anger, and pleasure all revolves around the need of friends: the living toys. If you have more friends, you will have joy. If you think you are losing friends, you will have fear.

At the age of 14, everything revolves around not just a friend. You evolve to a deeper relationship: a companion. Maybe not just the other gender, but your gender as well, with whom you can share your life. Now all your fear, greed, and pain revolves around a companion.

Then after some more time, it revolves around the need for a lover, a beloved. Like this, each layer of your bio-memory is compressed and your body is made out.

If you notice, the fears you had around your mother, your toys, your friend, your partner and your soulmate will be following the same trend. When your mother's physical presence was taken away from

you at age of three, how chaotic and insecure your breathing was, it will be exactly the same or a little deeper when your beloved goes away from you. It is the same emotion happening, but in different layers.

Layer by layer, on this same trend, every sari cloth gets colored. The first cloth gets colored by mother's physical presence. The second cloth gets colored by the toys you possess. The third cloth layer gets colored by the friends you possess. The fourth cloth gets colored by the partner you possess. The fifth layer may get colored by wealth.

You are nothing but a toy layered in different colored cloths! That’s it.

I tell you the trend is the seven chakras: greed, fear, worry, attention-need, comparison and jealousy, assertive-ego, and unfulfilled feeling.

Awakening the kundalini will completely liberate you from all these layers and layers of muscle memory responsible for physical and mental disorders.

Kundalini will completely wash you. Why do you think people jump when their kundalini is awakened? Because I am putting them in a washing machine! I am a huge laundry. My presence is the washing machine, my words are the detergent, the joy which the kundalini awakening creates in the body is the water, and the meditation technique is the power supply! After you are washed and dried, I just iron you, put on the label ‘Enlightened’ and send you out into the world!