27. Guilt Glues you to same experiences
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People wonder why they are unable to live without fear, pain or with a stable mind. Why are they stuck in the same experience?
If we experience guilt, it will never let us move in our life. A small story: One of our devotees had a tumor at the end of her spinal cord, very close to the root chakra. She had suffered with it for twenty years. One day she asked me, 'Master! It comes back even after surgery. Please heal me!'
Nithyananda spoke to her to trace the origin of the problem. Nithyananda asked her, 'Do you have any guilt related to your sex energy?' She started to weep. She said one of her close relatives sexually abused her when she was a kid. It went on for many years. The guilt stayed with her. She said, 'I started hating that part of my body. I did not want that part of my body to exist at all. My hatred towards that person turned towards my own body.'
Nithyananda spoke to her and explained that it is not an unusual experience. They say that one in four kids is sexually abused in America. Of course, kids don't open up with these stories. Kids don't tell you.
Slowly she came out of the guilt. She healed psychologically. Nithyananda explained the nature of all guilt, pain, and hatred. Listen now, we will be surprised! What Nithyananda is telling you is the truth! In just 10 days, simply the tumor disappeared!
Nithyananda gave her a small meditation technique. Nithyananda told her, 'Express your anger towards him. Close the doors of your room, take a pillow, imagine that it is him and weep, cry, shout and hit. After all that sit silently. Mediate on that part of your body and accept it also as your body. Stop hating that part of the body.'
We will be surprised; in just 10 days the tumor disappeared. It never came back. Difficult to understand; but it is the truth!
When we hate an action, we also start hating that part of the body. It is not as if we always get physically ill. We get disturbed psychologically. Most of the time, our energy gets blocked based on our guilt. We develop psychological illness because of our guilt.
If we look deep in our mind, wherever we have fear, wherever we are not able to move,
wherever we are not able to take decision, there will be some guilt. We have to move away from it to
blossom and grow to the fullest potential. Try it.