Whatever You Don'T Have Is God!
Whatever You Don'T Have Is God!
Now I want to define God. Whatever you don't have is God. All that you don't have, put together, is God! That is why you are attracted to God. Whatever your microcosmic bio-memory does not have, my microcosmic bio-memory has it. That is why that attraction.
But the funny thing is, how much dedication your microcosmic biomemory's attraction has, that much only I can pour. I can't pour more than that. But your greed demands more; more pouring is demanded. So within that ten hours, he will make them understand that this much only can be poured; understand?
And there are a few people, very intelligent I have seen, two cases who just withstood for more than ten hours! Maybe they withstood fifteen hours, one full day. And by night they started, that regular thing started happening. He sat patiently and made them understand, "Now your microcosmic bio-memory dedication is exhausted; look."
Very simple awareness; nothing else; he brought them to awareness and told them, "Don't go for dedication, don't go for anything or you will have fear. Go for love and go for awareness."
You see, when your microcosmic bio-memory is exhausted, don't go for dedication. That's a wrong step you will be taking. You will be pressurizing yourself. You will be forcing yourself, because you will have tremendous fear.
You see, I have a deep concern for you. When your microcosmic bio-memory is exhausted, don't think I am angry with you. I have concern for you. Only I don't know how to express it, because any word I express to you, you will not experience that as a concern. You are in fear. A person who is in fear can't experience love. Whenever your microcosmic bio-memory is exhausted, when the dedication dries down, go for love. That is why I make you do this puja, deity, Guru and remembering sweet memories and the beautiful times, beautiful experiences. It strengthens your feeling-connection with the Master; the love with the Master.
Yogi Ramsuratkumar would suddenly release all the ropes when they were not expecting; all the ropes. And he would tell them to lie down, lie down and feel the difference between the suffocation mood and this free mood. Understand, when the microcosmic biomemory dedication was exhausted, the love which he showed was like a drilling.
You see, it is two layers; microcosmic bio-memory dedication and macrocosmic experience; macrocosmic DNA. When that got exhausted, that dedication was exhausted; he would drill them with love. That drilling opened up the macrocosmic experience. When they lay down I really saw, completely, not just their brain… pulse rate would become zero. I saw at least two people whose pulse rate became zero.
I have seen he made a person lie down on that Samadhi, tomb, in Tiruvannamalai. In Tiruvannamalai, there is a burial ground where he used to live regularly. He made a person lie down on that tomb after removing the rope. I have seen that person becoming zero, the pulse rate becoming zero. It's like a step-by-step process. That bio-memory he would agitate it, then exhaust it. The dedication, the bio-memory would go away. And the funny thing is, he knew exactly where that person was stuck . He would not use this process for everybody. He knows exactly where the person is stuck, and somehow he would agitate exactly that samskara by talking.