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338. O Guru, I surrender onto You, O Acyuta , the infallible One. You are the personification of wisdom (vidyダ) and unwisdom or ignorance (avidyダ). You are clever in putting your disciples on the right path. You are ocean of nectar and grace.

Guru's "Love you"

I also have one thing to share, where I did not listen to my Guru's love. I wanted to share this. I want whole world to know and I want this on record where I messed it. Once Kuppammal, my Guru, was insisting that she hands over that Guru Parampara, Guru Sampradaya property to me. Legally she wants to transfer. She had one house, where I had enlightenment experience.See in those days, taking photograph, making paperwork and all is not an easy job, normal lifestyle. Especially a village like Tiruvannamalai, the whole village had only one photographer. And you have to fix a date with him only then you can fix up marriage. In Tiruvannamalai, I have seen people will first fix the date with the photographer, only then they will fix the date for their marriage, because those days only one photographer. She will go to that photographer's house and fix the date, time and get them, and make me sit, and take the photograph.

And all these dry irresponsible Vedantic ideas I had, because I didn't want to take the responsibility. See, when she made me sit for the photography, that photographer will always insist on light. So naturally in the sun I will be sweating and vibhuti will melt. She will run and get the vibhuti and apply and then make that photographer take the photo. It'll look like a fake, I use to think, "Eh, photo should be as I am. Why is she doing all this makeup and taking photograph?" I never understood her, her love and her strategy for my future, and the glory of this whole Sanatana Hindu Dharma. I was so silly with that so-called factual, which is too cheap. If she has not ran, and took all those pictures, Sanatana Dharma would have missed something too important! Those photographs are the legitimate evidences she recorded and created, which is, I cannot equate any value for all those things they have done, in spite of my stupid interference with their strategy.

Silly interference. I'll tell, "Eh! What is there, Pati? As I am there, let the photo be taken." She'll say, "No, no, wait, wait," and she will put the vibhuti. She will tell the photographer, "Now take." And because you can see the photograph she took of me in the Pavazha Kundru, that Guru Sampradaya place, the Guru gati. In first photograph you will see actually, I will be closing my eyes because the sun was too much. She insisted I keep my eyes open. But I was not, I said, "What is there? Close eyes or open eyes take the photograph, it's okay." Then she ran and brought an umbrella and held the umbrella and made sure the sun was not hurting me and I am okay for the sun and then make my eyes open and took another picture. I cannot imagine the love and the strategy. You see, she has nothing to gain. But to keep that parampara, tradition alive. Actually spiritually whatever she has to give me, she has given. It is not just spiritual alone, even socially she wanted to keep that legitimacy of continuity, sampradaya.

In any normal home, paper, pen and all will not be there. I still remember forty paisa refill pen. She went and bought from the shop and got the paper from the local shop, and then made the letter she wrote as an initiation letter for me - putting the whole thing in documentation. And how much I resisted when she

wanted to legally transfer that property to me!,tThe show I put up. Oh God! Because in those days, ten rupee you have to pay for electricity, standard money for the EB card, and another few rupee for the water supply. Totally per month I may have to spend thirty rupee to keep both the properties alive. She had three properties. Understand, she went house to house and begged and built that property for me.

And then her house where she lived. And she wanted to buy the next house where my Parama Guru, Isakki Swamigal was living. She was actually living next to my Parama Guru, and serving him, taking care of him. She collected enough money to buy that house and transfer it to my name. She wanted to put all three properties in my name. Totally I may have to spend thirty rupee per month to maintain all that three property which was a too big responsibility for my irresponsible mind. I said, "No, no, no, no, no! She cried, I tell you, she cried. She said, "You don't know." She said in Tamil, "lakshoba laksham per vanthu darisanam pannitu pora edam shethram panrathuku maatendriyedaa (暖遅弛恥鍛 暖弛団் 遅鍛弾் வ蛋்聴 胆弾智短誕団் 鍛耽் 耽智綻்懲 遅鍛恥断 இ綻団். 遅短胆்町弾胆்胆 鍛耽் 断胆்聴க்著 団恥綻்遅綻誕் 椎遅壇綻恥)." She was telling, "lakhs and lakhs of people are going to come here and have darshan in the future, the kshetra you are not allowing to happen." I was, "Eh, spiritually what you have give, you have given me. Let me be factual." Always irresponsibility tries to show this world as the reality, and this fact is the truth.

See, when I resisted my Guru putting vibhuti for me, I did not want to take the responsibility of waiting and posing till the vibhuti is put, but I used, "Ah! Let us be truthful as it is! Let us be factual! Let's be factually correct!" But that was not the truth. I didn't want to take the responsibility. I didn't want to follow the strategy of my Guru. I wanted to follow only what I am convinced. Finally, she did not bother about me, she brought the registrar. Those days getting registrar and all is a big job. She brought everyone and made everyone arrange and got me. And my parents, because I was a minor, my parents have to sign on behalf of me. And I just put my foot down and said, "No!" The worst stupid thing I have done in my life is that day what I did. I want this to be on record. My father said, "Thirty rupee is nothing. I will take care." I said, "No, no, no, I wanted to travel all over, all around India all the kshetras, because

my Guru has told me to travel all the twelve Jyotirlinga. That time what, who will take care?"

Actually my father was ready, my grandfather would have taken care, and, just I did not want to take the responsibility. When I travel, I did not want this on my backside of my mind as a responsibility, commitment. Most stupid. She told me, "Eh..." For any enlightenment ecosystem, samsthana ( V|oAfन, saṃsthダna) - kingdom, in Hindu tradition whether it is a kingdom or monastery or aadheenam or mutt - all are just enlightenment ecosystem. The continuity of the puja, kriya, yoga, goshala, bodybuilding, that shastra abhyasa (S○f~fV, Wastrダbhyダsa) means like archery - all these the continuity matters. The ritualistic continuity matters. She was insistence that the legal legitimate continuity is maintained. I said, "What is there? You have given me everything. I am going to maintain it. I am going to be truthful to the reality, world." I was factually right, but, truthfully wrong. I was not integrated to the Cosmic strategy of my Guru. Because I didn't want to take the responsibility, I was arguing with her, "Ah! I can't even hold now. I am a minor. And why should all these be done?"

And I tell you, if I would have listen to my Guru that day and accepted that legal transfer in my name - sangha would have grown thousand times more. I would've done to Hinduism thousand times more. The legitimate continuity she was telling me, "Eeh… you don't know, you are going to revive thousands of mutts, ashrams, smasthanas, kingdoms where continuity is broken. This legitimacy from here only you will light the lamp of continuity." In Hindu tradition, even one day puja is broken, it is not respected anymore. Fortunately, I did not break the puja. I maintained all the continuity, but for society what I need to show - the legitimate paperwork was missing. Finally she wrote because she called all the registrar, everyone. She wrote off all the property to Tiruvannamalai Temple. Still now, even now all the property belongs to Arunachaleswarar Temple. Her home she wanted to give it to Arunachaleswarar Temple., Sstill it is there in Arunachaleswarar Temple name.

See even now spiritually I have not broken the continuity, but we are not able to expand because the property is not in my name. They are only able to do puja! I missed her strategy with my small visions, small ideas. Her strategy, if I

follow, I would have done ten thousand times more good to Hinduism, Sanatana Hindu Dharma for the Cosmic good. Whenever I listen to Guru's strategies, I won the game. I strategize for Gurus, I did the best to the world. I want this on record, if I would have listened to her words, and allowed that legal transfer to happen to my name, I would have done ten thousand times more good to Sanatana Hindu Dharma. She cried and I wanted this on record. I also sat and cried with her! I could not handle she crying, I cried. But, I did not listen. Finally, she only made the initiation document in my name, and told the local government offices, who all listen to her, to change that deed memo in my name for which my signature is not required. But for registration of the property my signature is required, she was not able to do that.

She was not able to buy the property my Parama Guru - Isakki Swamigal, her Guru was staying, transfer it to my name. Because that seller was ready. Money was ready. She was ready. Registrar was ready. My parents were ready. I did not listen to her strategy. I tell you, just go with the strategies of the Master, you will do best to you and to the world. That is integrity to the Cosmos, Paramashiva. Your ideas of facts, factually right-wrong, truth, everything is too small. I just did not take the simple risk of ready to go with my Guru's words. I did not want the accusation. People may accuse that I am behind the property or my, I am behind my Guru, because I wanted to get the property from Guru. All these stupid thoughts, stupid ideas. Whatever false accusation I was trying to avoid, that same thing is following me till now. Everyone was putting the false accusation I am putting behind the property. I could have done that job properly there and then.

When I decided not to be afraid of false accusations and stand with integrity to my Master, my Guru - I have done all the best things to the world. Whenever I was selfish, to avoid the false accusations and the fear of false accusations, neither I did good to the world, nor I escaped from the false accusations. Whenever I decided not to be bothered about the false accusations, and went with my Master's words and strategized for my Master's words, my Guruvak, when I strategize for it, for my Guru bhakti and Guru's words - I always good best to the world and best to myself and best to my Guru and everything came out best. And I experienced the best version, best version of the love of the Cosmos. Of course, I listen to my Guru's words and did not break the spiritual continuity. But, I could have had a legitimate social continuity documentation to show to the world, because society needs all that. When I wanted to revive this Sanatana Hindu Dharma, I have to work with society! See, strategizing to the level where you understand is the ultimate love of Paramashiva. It's not that if the vibhuti was not on my face, people are not going to accept me, or people are not going to accept me as an incarnation. But, she want to strategize and applying vibhuti in my face, even a common man understands I am an incarnation. That is her compassion. When Masters come down to your level, you start thinking that they have their vested interest. No. They are coming down to your level is ultimate pure love statement. Love statement. Love statement.

She got and penned down. Didn't have money to buy a full pen, just the refill which is use inside the pen. She bought that and got the paper and wrote. It's literally… even though I resisted, she did not miss her responsibility. She finally legitimately recorded the continuity of the history. The continuity she has recorded. You can see this. This is actually the paper she wrote with her own hand. Because I was not ready for the legal registration, she made this paper. And made sure my mother safeguards all these things. She was, she inspired my mother to protect all these things. All these photograph she took, she will make me sit exactly the where, the place where, from the Isakki Swami used to sit, and she will sit and take the photograph and she will make me sit and take the photograph. I used to wonder way all these drama and nautanki, nataka (drama). Now I know. Her dedication for Sanatana Hindu Dharma, the whole integrity to Cosmos and this Guru Parampara and Hinduism, and, the whole Hinduism is nothing but the ultimate love statement given to the Universe by Paramashiva, understand. If I say, "love you." How you feel? Paramashiva's "love you" to all of us is Sanatana Hindu Dharma.

My Guru's integrity to Sanatana Hindu Dharma, that made her do all these drama of taking my pictures, taking legal documentation, this strategy, trying to establish the continuity. Because, you have to talk to the world in the language they understand. Her dedication. Oh God! In both places, the Arunagiri, in Adi Arunagiri, Sarvajna Peetha in Pancha Mukhum, and, in main kingdom of Arunachalaś in both places where her Guru - Isakki Swamigal used to sit, she will sit and take photograph. And then she will make me sit and take photograph. She will say, "That is the systematic handing over of the peetha. All this used to look like a big drama in those day for me. Not as if flowing with that spontaneous reality. Only now I know, how much dedication she had for Sanatana Hindu Dharma which is a love statement given to Paramashiva, given by Paramashiva to the world. If I tell you, if I tell, "I love you," how excited, joyful you feel. Same way, when Paramashiva says to the world "I love you," that is Sanatana Hindu Dharma.

Sanatana Hindu Dharma is a love statement Paramashiva made to the world. And if you are integrated to Sanatana Hindu Dharma, you are integrated to Paramashiva's statement to the Universe. How much she struggled that I should revive this Sanatana Hindu Dharma, and continue. She was telling, "There will be thousands of mutts, ashrams, monasteries, veda patasalas, temples, kingdoms you will be reviving. In all those places continuity would have been broken many times. But if I establish one legitimate continuity with you, for you, from this lamp you can light and show the continuity." Then I said, "Okay, I will not disturb and break the rituals. I maintain all the spiritual commitments and I'll maintain everything spiritually." Yes, I maintained. But if I would have listened to her and allow that legitimate paper also, now it could have become a kshetra, it could have expanded. I would have done thousand times more good to Sanatana Hindu Dharma, than what I am doing now.

You can see the Brahma's, the Isakki Swamigal sitting on the same peetham. Kuppammal sitting on the same peetham and me sitting on the same peetham. All these may look very easy now, in those days it was not that easy. Getting a photographer, kavi, rudraksha, organising, kamandalu. And especially making me walk with her. On the way, half way, I'll run away. "No, no, I am not coming today." What all I have done, all the nautanki. For all these drama which I am narrating now, the photographer is witness because he's still alive. He's still alive. He is witness for all these drama I used to do. Guru's strategy for you is the statement he makes you love you. His strategy for you is the statement he makes to you - love you. He will be integrated to you, and to Paramashiva's love statement to the world - Sanatana Hindu Dharma. If you just follow his strategy, you complete that love circle! And love becomes love, becomes love, becomes love. When he says, "love you," you

say, "I love you," and then I and you disappear into love, just Oneness - the pure Paramashiva's source material love alone remains.

Whoever says back to the Master, "I love you," by listening and living Master's strategy reaches the pure love of Paramashiva. There are photographs where on that same peetha Isakki Swami used to be sitting and then she will, she sat and took photograph and she put me and made the photograph happen. And same way in the place where the experience, three sixty degree experience - Oneness, Cosmic Oneness happened. Same way, she'll sit and take photograph and she put me and took picture. Taking photograph is not a regular usual thing in those days. It used to be very luxury, and, not like a accepted regular thing. It is like as if something is wrong! Always the middle class people think all the luxurious, rich things are wrong. Photograph used to be very rich and luxurious thing in those day.

There is another one cave and Arunagiri Yogishwara's Ananda Cave in Arunachala Hill. She sent me forcibly to that place. She was not able to walk in those days to come there and she sent me forcibly, and, made me sit there and take picture. Still remember we have it. When she organised my photographs, she could not get the deities. She missed it in all the mess I created, drama I created. She missed the deity. So she got the photographer once more and put the deities and the books next to me and take, took picture. She said, "All these shows the continuity, which is too important for revival of Sanatana Hindu Dharma." And I said, "If I continue the rituals, that's enough. Why should I showcase?" Because I didn't want to take the responsibility, I used all stupid arguments to her. Now I know the importance. If I have to work with the human beings, I have to talk to human beings in the language they understand. I need proof, evidence. I have to establish credibility.

With all my tantrum and under, un-understanding, but finally she succeeded. She made it. She made whatever is needed, which is one sided, which does not need my cooperation, she made everything and kept it. And protected it by giving it to my mother. That is why I want to tell you, my mother is a Sangha Mata. She kept the continuity of the sangha alive. My strategy for you is a statement I make to you - love you. You living my strategy for you is a statement you make to me - I love you. And, we both living this Oneness, loving each other, and, living the strategies, is the statement we make to Paramashiva - love you. When I strategize for you, I tell you, "love you." When you start living it, you tell me, "love you." When we both are living it together, we both make statement to Paramashiva - we love you. The best things to the world happens.

You can see this (projected on the screen Arunachala Sampradaya photo). She did all these! Just to show the continuity. And through all these photograph, she has done so much good to the world! I tell you, even without these photographs, through my powers and spiritual knowledge and energy, I would have established and revive Sanatana Hindu Dharma, that is different. But these photographs are doing thousand times better work, better job, because, she is speaking to the world in the language world understands. Being a village women, what a strategic action she did. With all these documentation and photograph, she brought legitimacy, made my work easy, and done more good to Sanatana Hindu Dharma and humanity. If I would have listened to her and allowed that legal registration also happen, I would have done thousand times more good to the Sanatana Hindu Dharma and whole humanity.

Guru's words for you is the statement he makes to you - love you. When you live His words, you make a statement to Him - love you. When you both, when we both live happily, we make a statement to Paramashiva - love you.

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omacyutダya gurave Wiṣyasaṁsダrasetave | bhaktakダryaikasiṁhダya namaste citsukhダtmane || 339 ||

339. To the unfailing Guru, Acyuta, the protective bridge who helps the disciple in crossing the ocean of saṁsダra, the lion-like fulfiller of the devotees' works, I surrender to that Citsukhダtma, the overflowing joy of Self in inner-space.

Guru makes disciple feel guided and protected with no words even exchanged

The grace of Ramsuratkumar. I tell you... The way he will sit, and the way he will be... and the grace he radiated, brought tremendous assurance and trust about that whole science he is radiating. I tell you... It's not that, all the time Ramsuratkumar was talking to me. Many times I will sit in one corner. Sometimes even... hundred feet away from him, and watching his activities, his behaviour, what he is doing. There were many times, not even one word will transpire between me and him, just a glance. I'll go and sit, watch whatever he is doing and come back. Sometimes even once a week, just one

smile. But, there was such tremendous reassurance,... feeling guided, feeling protected.

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gurunダmasamaṁ daivaṁ na pitダ na ca bダndhavダḥ | gurunダmasamaḥ svダmī ned条aWaṁ paramaṁ padam || 340 ||

340. There is no God, no father, not even any relative to equal the Guru-Nダma , the name of the Master. There is no Lord to equal Guru-Nダma . There is no state to equal this Ultimate State, Param Pada of Guru.

Living with the Master

Living with master is just living with a dynamic diamond. When a dynamic diamond is made to work on any stone, other than the diamond part in the stone, will be completely removed. See, the quality of diamond is, when it is dynamic and made to work on any object, all other particles in that object, except its very strength diamond, it will all be removed. That's the way the diamonds are polished. Only the diamonds are used to polish the diamond. Its like, any stone has some component of diamond in it and some component of ordinary carbon in it. When the moving dynamic diamond is made to work on that object, all other particles except the diamond component, carbon or anything, is burnt away. Same way when you live with the master, everything other than the master component in you, everything other than the cosmos in

you, everything other than the enlightenment in you is burnt away. This is the greatest fortunate thing and an unfortunate thing.

If you identify yourself with enlightenment, the highest reality, this is the most fortunate thing. You don't need to do anything, just be around, hang around, that's all. Enlightenment simply happens. But if you identify yourself with that perishing components, the carbon component or the non diamond component, this is the most torturous suffering. Very beautifully, George Gurdjeif, one of the greatest revolutionary master of modern days, says "Oonly if you associate yourself with me, be around me, but If you think you are separate, I am separate, then this is not the place for you because constantly you will feel threatened by me. If you are blissful around the master, be very clear you are enlightened".

As long as you think you are a separate entity, other than your higher reality, he will be driving you crazyś constantly shaking the very roots on which you build your foundation. But fortunately if you identify with him, with your higher reality, this is the most fortunate things can happen on the planet earth because , because without any effort the ultimate will just happen in you.

Nothing needs to be done, just hanging around, but you will see his simple movements, his simple words, his just look, will be shaking the very foundation on which you are building you or the false you. Anything you do he will be constantly on his job, how he will create situationsś how he will create peopleś how he will create happenings around youś you do not know you can't imagine. Just the person who is walking next to you will exactly hit you where you are holding you. Don't think he is hitting youś I am hitting you. When you are around the master, please understand, when you live around the master including a mosquito, bites you after taking permission from me about the time, the intensity of the bite and the place where you are needed to be bitten. I am very clearly telling you please understand if you are inside his sangha, you are under a controlled condition where your ego is constantly operated. Whatever is not you, but you hold on to it as you, is removed from you. I can say living around the master without resisting is living enlightenment process.ś The definition of living enlightenment process. All you need is whatever you think as your intellect, your efficiency, your energyś just cooperate with thatś that's all. If he asks you to sit and unclutch, how much you can, just do that,

nothing more. See, if you fall into unconsciousness, means if your mind drifts away somewhere or if you fall asleep it's not under your controlś then don't worry about itś don't have guilt. But as long as you are aware, as long as you have back bone to sit, as long as you have awareness to unclutch, do it. That's all, nothing more. If he asks you to chant the mahamantra, as long as your energy is there in the throat, as long as you can hum, do itś that's all nothing more.

See when you feel you can't do anymore, just your body falls, either falling asleep or your mind has drifted away somewhere, then nothing can be done. It's not under your control. So you are not asked to do things which is beyond your control. Just do things which are under your control, that's enough. Beyond your control is not under your control. It is under His control. Whether it is handling your anger, handling your hunger, handling your fear, handling your greed or handling your life, anything, as much as you can…… with the clear intention of as much as you can…. that's allś nothing else nothing more. As long as you identify yourself with the higher reality, living around the master is the ultimate celebration and liberation. But when you identify yourself with the lower realities other than the master, the big problem is the intellect starts developing very logical principles to go against the master.

I tell youś if you identify yourself with the higher reality and intensity to experience higher reality, I tell you being around the Master, living with the Master is the most fortunate thing on the planet earth because Master is the ultimate happening on the planet Earth.

People were again and again asking me, actually pressurizing me "All the people who abused you should be taught a lesson Swamiji, they should all learn a lesson. They should suffer. They should understand the wrong things they are doing or they have done." I tell them relax!! Cosmos is too intelligent and still cosmos is alive and on job. God has not retired and he is on duty. I can say how in the swimming pools they put 'no life guard on duty' I can say still life guard is on duty in planet earth, continuously available. Only thing, the time you understand, time he understands has little difference. See for me there is so much of time, life after life after life, giving lessonsś cosmos does not need to be in a hurry. See for you, you understand time as only hundred

yearsś one life span, but for the cosmos time is too big and we have lot of time.

Let us attend the first things first, means giving living enlightenment to people first. See two thing, one, for human beings, time is…. you look at the time as only hundred years. Second, taking revenge is one of the first priorities in your lifeś that is the way the mental set up is. But with the cosmos two thing, one, taking revenge is not first priority, it is last priority, when you really don't have any time, not even revenge, just let them understand what they have done, even that is a last priority when you really don't have anything to do, when you are just cleaning your teeth with the toothpick "ok, let them also understand what they have done". That's a last priority. Second thingŚ I have too much time in front of me. I simply know I am going to exist forever and ever and ever and even if these fellows disappear somewhere and appear somewhere it's all in my territoryś understand, it's all in the territory of the cosmos. There is nothing need to be afraid, relax just relax and neither you need to have vengeance nor you need to think they will never learn a lesson. Cosmos is still on duty performing perfectly and doing what needs to be done clearly and he is really interested in making people understand, giving lessons. It is happening.

So, otherwise all of you guys know that I am a very practical guy.ś I am very practical.ś I don't practice or promote anything impractical. If I am just keeping quiet, relaxed way, if I am just going on promoting, telling all of you to keep quiet and be in ahimsa, non violence and compassion, understand, that's a most powerful, effective method. The life, ordinary mind knows, is too small and I really do have some strong and higher understandings about life, even though the people who cherish enmity towards me cannot believeś cannot trustś cannot tolerateś cannot digestś they just burn when I say I am enlightened. So I really decided to change my words. I just want to be compassionate towards themś don't want to irritate them. So I decided, from now onwards, I will tell the truth directly….. I am an incarnation!!!!

Understand, the cosmos is intelligent, still on duty and still it is doing its job. All you need to do is just do not have the pressure of vengeance inside your system. I am telling you really just do not have the pressure of vengeance inside your system. See, everybody has the right to say that they are great but nobody has right to say, he is not great or he is badś understand this is the basic law of the cosmos. So you have right to preach your greatness if you believeś you can believe it strongly and you have right to preach the whole world your greatness. No problem. Cosmos actually helps you, supports you, makes you experience it and fulfills you but you have no right to tell, somebody is bad or somebody is low, somebody is wrong. So I tell you just hold on to this one principle, nothing else is required, even inside, secret heart, the deep heart do not carry any vengeance, any anger, just relax, you will see the fun., y=You will see the fun.

After all I am going to be here forever and ever and naturally all you guys who are feeling connected with me, you guys are also going to be with me forever and ever. So let's all sit in Akshardham, means that non perishable space and watch the whole fun.

See, many people come and tell me having a deep guilt inside, "Swamiji I am able to unclutch only ten minutes, then by that time my mind wanders away and I fall asleep." I tell them "That mind wandering away or you falling asleep, are you able to control?" They say "No, we are not able to control"." Then forget about it. It's not your mistake. Don't have any guilt, don't carry any suffering." You see as long as you have awareness about your backbone, sit straight, as long as you have awareness about you unclutch. When that is missing it is not even under your control then, don't bother. So just two things - deep sympathy for everything around you, including the poor master and simple honest intention to do whatever you can that's allś nothing more. So do not have guilt that you need to do something beyond what you can.

See it is masters responsibility to make the whole technique as doable and the whole process as working and making it happen in your life and in your standard wherever, whatever, whichever level you are at, it's my job, it's not your job. Your job is only putting as much as you can, that's all and nothing else. So living with the master is the ultimate fortune, blessing and fun. When you identify yourself with the higher reality with Himself, but when you identify yourself with your lower realities with your lower forms of existence and feeling the anger towards the master, naturally that is the worst suffering, suffocation.

Because, this example if you understand, if you put a gold coin into mercury, the gold will just melt. If you look from the angle of mercury, mercury is expandingś fun for mercury. If you look from the angle of gold coin, it is just getting dissolved, suffering, suffocation for the gold coin. Do you want to become the gold metal, you want to associate yourself with the metal or with mercury? See till you come in touch with the mercury. If you associate yourself as gold it's ok, but the moment you are touched by the mercury just jump to mercury because that is going to be there forever and ever and everś not gold. It may be worthy in the outer world, worthy in the market but it's not going to be eternal. So just jump to the mercury, feel connected with the higher realityś Master, is going to exist forever and ever.

There is only one thing in the planet earth which starts but never ends that is living with the Master. It only starts never ends, because even after enlightenment you are going to be just with the Master or be the Master. I welcome you all for this eternal existence Nithya Ananda Loka. See this Nithyanandapuri is the dwaara gateway for the Nithyananda Lokaś the existence of the ultimate. Whoever enters, experiences that highest form of existence, highest Loka.

एकfダLネBf@fL| Ku गkカ| DrR Jづ@q じ ×fDKugDS@| गくf चf‶fलq¢gF जfK@q す けげくす

ekダkṣara-pradダtダraṁ yo guruṁ naiva manyate | WvダnayoniWataṁ gatvダ cダnḍダleṣvapi jダyate || 341 ||

341. He who does not honor the Guru, the giver of the mono-syllable, ekダkṣara, such a man having gone to take a hundred births in detestable species like that of a dog, is ultimately born in the species of a dog-eater (chダnḍダla).