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184. Endowed fully with the Consciousness of Brahman—Brahmamaya, one should perceive the Supreme, All-pervading, diseaseless and the one Parダtparataram and nothing else.

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tasyダvalokanaṁ prダpya sarvasaṇga-vivarjitaḥ | ekダkī nisp条haḥ Wダntaḥ sthダtavyaṁ tatprasダdataḥ || 185 ||

185. Having attained a glimpse of that Supreme One, one should stay alone, freed from all contacts, without any attachment, peaceful, by Its grace.

When Guru Tests you

When my Guru Raghupati Yogi was teaching me the whole process of levitation, he was using few powerful cognitions. One was this - your whole biology experiences, thinks. Another one visualization he was using was that of a blissful fish in the cosmic ocean. First let me explain one by one the whole process he took me through. He used to get the fresh small new leaves. We called in Tamil, "kozhunthu ( 蜘க恥蔦蛋்聴), veppankozhunthu (遅வ鍛்鍛炭்蜘க恥蔦蛋்聴)." It used to taste so good, even now I have saliva in my tongue when I remember. Remembering neem leaf and having saliva in your tongue, you will have the best health. Usually people have saliva in their tongue only when they remember some tasty food. Unfortunately you always have been taught and made to believe all unhealthy food as tasty food. Blessed are those who are made to believe healthy food as tasty food and whose biology responds to healthy food.

All tasty but unhealthy food when you remember, your biology responds and you have the saliva in the tongue. In me, the moment I uttered that neem leaf, fresh veppankozhunthu ( 遅வ鍛்鍛炭்蜘க恥蔦蛋்聴), I am seeing saliva in my tongue and I have to swallow the saliva to talk further, to continue speak further. Thanks to my Gurus, they made my biology believe healthy food as tasty food. Yogananda Puri would actually make the paste of that veppankozhunthu ( 遅வ鍛்鍛炭்蜘க恥蔦蛋்聴), the fresh neem leaf using the stone, grind and make a paste and add very little turmeric, and mix that with water and make me drink as juice. Same way, he would make dry ginger milk - cukku ( 帳க்著). In the evening time, he would mix milk and cukku (帳க்著), dry ginger milk. He had his own beautiful way of making all these and training me. The extraordinary love with which he used to prepare my body to manifest all these powerful cognitions is something extraordinary.

Every day, exactly on time without missing integrity, he would give me the necessary aushadhas. We had an eye witness who was there at that time, who made the flower garland in Tiruvannamalai Temple. He shared his experiences with us.

Now let me explain the whole training I underwent from my yoga Guru Yogi Yogananda Puri. My Adi Saiva Guru was Panduranganarś he was initiated by the Guru Mahasannidhanam of the Thondaimandala Aadheenam. I also had Samaya Deeksha, all the initiation from 230 th Guru Mahasannidhanam. Raghupati Yogi, my yoga Guru used to have the help of my Adi Saiva Guru Panduranganar to read all these original Siddha scriptures and he used to make this aushadha. So Panduranganar would send a slip of what all is needed and what time it should be given. Raghupati Yogi would follow that slip with such extreme integrity. I learnt integrity from them.

One day, I was sitting with Raghupati Yogi. He had already given me the aushadha for the day. He was waiting for me to have the aushadha settle in the body so he can start the next process. Every day morning, Raghupati Yogi would do puja. For his puja, I had to collect flowers and bring flowers for his puja. That day someone came and complained to Raghupati Yogi that I had stolen flowers from what was kept for Arunachaleswara. The false accusation was, I stole flowers kept for Arunachaleswarar and brought it for Raghupati Yogi's puja. I was shocked because I can never imagine touching Arunachaleswara's flowers or whatever was kept for Arunachaleswara. I can never imagine doing thatś it was a big false accusation. I was so sure that

Raghupati Yogi would not believe it. But Raghupati Yogi just made his fist like a mushti and punched my stomach. He just punched my stomach directly without even listening to my side of the story. I will tell you exactly what happened. I just jumped and fell on him and hugged him. "Saami," that was my reaction. I vomited the whole aushadha he gave that day on that fellow who came to accuse me. I fell on my Guru and hugged him, and vomited. The punch was really hard. I vomited the whole thing on that guy who came and gave a false accusation. Immediately I got up and said, "Let me clean up, clean him up. I vomited on him. Let me clean him up." I saw tears in the eyes of Raghupati Yogi. He was having tears. I said, "What happened?" Actually, he hitting me did not affect me. But tears in his eyes really shook me. I said, "What happened?" He said beautifully, "When you are falsely accused, when I am attacking you, how you flare up and how you react I need to know. Because, the Guru is going to come to you." I was shocked. "What?! Guru is going to come to me, then who are you?!"

Within next few months Arunagiri Yogishwara appeared and gave me darshan and started training me. Now I know how my Gurus have prepared me step by step. Understand. You need to know this very clearly. He told me, "When somebody accuses you falsely, I also punish you without even hearing your side of the story, when you know injustice is done to you, how you react, how you flare up and react I want to know. You cannot flare up and react in anger towards Guru even if Guru is falsely punishing you, falsely accusing you only then you are ready to receive the real Guru, the Sadguru, Jnana Sadguru, Jnana Guru." I tell you, he did not tell me Arunagiri Yogishwara name. He said, "Guru is going to come. Big Guru is going to come. I need to prepare you." From that day, he made me read Guru Gita. I started reciting the Guru Gita from that dayś he said, "I am absolutely convinced you are qualified." Understand, I tell you, how you flare up and react when Guru trains you matters. Guru will never falsely accuse you or punish you. He will train you. He will see. He will test you.

I tell you, Raghupati told me, he did not see even for one small millisecond any hatred, anger, frustration, guilt, any powerlessness in me. He said, "I am so happy. I am extremely happy!" Even though the body was so strongly affected by the punch, the system was so strong, the consciousness was so

strong it did not allow anger, frustration, guilt, powerlessness towards my Guru. Even though I vomited on the fellow who did the false accusation, I ran to get a cloth and cleaned him up. Finally he accepted he falsely accused. Raghupati Yogi also said he did not believe, he just wanted to test me how I'll react when falsely accused. When I flared up, I only hugged him, surrendered to him. When I flared up, I become more integrated to him, more surrendered to him. Understand, whenever Guru test you, life tests you, flare up and become more integrated. Flare up and surrender more deeply. That is the best way. When you flare up, flare up and be more integratedś flare up and more strongly surrender.

After that he told me, "Now you start chanting Guru Gita. You are going to have Guru's entry, Jnana Guru's entry in your life." I said, "What do you mean? Then who are you? Who is Kuppammal? I have so many people around me." At that time I had Kuppammal, Annamalai Swamigal, Raghupati Yogi, Seshadri Swami, Mouna Swami, Ramsuratkumar, all of them around me. I said, "So many of you are here! Who else is going to come?" He said, "No, no, no, big guy. Periyaal varaporaar raa ( 蜘鍛弾智壇恥檀் வ弾遅鍛恥弾恥弾் 断恥)." In Tamil he said, "Periyaal varaporaar raa ( 蜘鍛弾智壇恥檀் வ弾遅鍛恥弾恥弾் 断恥)."

Understand, how we react when we are tested is too important. How we respond when we flare up is too important. How we behave when we flare up is too important.

Decide today's powerful cognitionŚ whenever you flare up, be more integrated, more authentic, more responsible, more enriching. When you flare up, be more integrated to Guru, be more authentic to Guru, be more responsible towards Guru, be more enriching with Guru's life and words. Sit with this powerful cognition, declaration within yourself, "Whenever I flare up, I will become more integrated, authentic, responsible, enriching to my Guru.

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labdhaṁ vダ'tha na labdhaṁ vダ svalpaṁ vダ bahulaṁ tathダ | niṣkダmenaiva bhoktavyaṁ sadダ santuṣṭamダnasaḥ || 186 ||

186. Whether one gets something or not, be it little or be it a large quantity, one should always with a contented heart, enjoy without the least attachment.