20. At times of mental disturbances due to impatience...

You loose your self-control.

You fall into lack of awareness.

During such times, fully and totally experience the disturbances you suffer. You will realize that you have more self-control. From a state of lack of awareness, you will move towards full awareness.

As the awareness increases more and more, the mental deficiencies which shake us will themselves begin to shake. Life's unsteadiness will vanish, joy will arise.

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