Expel The Animal Engrams

Let us start the work now. You don't even have to know which animal you came from. The animal from which you took birth will automatically come out. Greed and fear are almost the same for all animals. It will be more intense than your human greed and fear, that's all. You can see whenever you are caught in fear and greed that all your civilization suddenly disappears! You feel like an animal! When you are filled with fear or lust, immediately, the animal in you comes out. You become just like an animal. All your civilization, your title, your name, etc, disappear. If you tell someone to video record you when you are expressing your fear or greed, and watch it later, you may even have a fear stroke watching it! Or you may get into an inferiority complex just watching it.

So, instead of unconsciously falling everyday into the animal body, let us fall consciously into it now, and release everything. Let us get rid of it. It is a very powerful process. Take any animal's body, become just that. No one is going to watch you. Just become that animal and bring yourself to the peak of fear and greed. Just feel the lust and survival fear. React in the way you feel that the animal will react. Let your whole body shiver. Be filled with violence. Be filled with greed. Let your whole body boil with those engrams. Let them all come out. Only then, will programming you be possible for me. Understand that. Unless the strong animal engrams in you leave your system, unless the pashu (animal nature) leaves you, you cannot become Pashupati! (Pashupati is a form of Lord Shiva).

Understand: you have got so many samskaras from the animal layer, because you never allowed them to become reality. These samskaras are expressed in your everyday life. You can see it surfacing even when you are eating sometimes. You can see it, when you are angry. When you are really angry, the animal engrams express through you. Sometimes, it may even frighten you. You might wonder, 'What am I doing? What is going on? Why am I so aggressive?' Understand: till you allow the animal inside you to be completely fulfilled and relaxed, you can't escape from it. It should be allowed to come out completely. It should be allowed to actualize itself.

These animal engrams are so powerful. They are called prārabdha karmas. This prārabdha karma is so powerful. If you allow them to work through you, they will empower you. If you suppress them, they will constantly depress you. You will be fighting with them all the time. Whatever quality you are fighting with, in whatever way you are fighting with yourself, these animal engrams are responsible for it. If you are fighting to control your anger, if you are fighting to stop smoking, if you are fighting to stop drinking, everything is directly connected to this annamaya kosha, the animal memories; the samskaras which you brought from the animal layer. Even for any addiction, if you are fighting with yourself, the responsibility is this annamaya kosha's. Whatever may be the reason for the fight with yourself, the responsibility is the samskaras which you bring from the animal body.

Now, we are going to give the opportunity for all those samskaras to leave you; all those personalities, the animal layers which you brought with you, to leave you.

The animal in you has to leave you; only then you can become God; only then, the consciousness can shine in you. As long as you are having the physical layer of animal engrams, any small disturbance is enough to awaken that in you; you are there, ready like an animal. See for yourself, how many times in your house, animal-like fights go on when the tempers rise! Look back in your life to see how many times the violent animal nature in you expresses itself. Even though you do not want it, it simply expresses, and later, you regret. Sometimes, during this meditation, people tell me, 'I don't feel like becoming any animal. I don't feel I was any animal. I don't feel anything is coming out.' I tell them, 'Then you must have been a buffalo!' At least become a buffalo and act like one. Use your hand as its tail and drive the flies away! At least become that buffalo.